lower my expectations

Hearing a notification
I was so excited
Who could possibly message me this late at night except you
But, well oh well...
I expected too much
I got ahead of myself
Thinking you care about me
Where in reality
I'm only a last resort
For when you are bored
For when everyone except me is asleep
I was naive
Well shit
When it comes to you
I can't seem to lower my expectations
Repeatedly
You show up and disappear
After exchanging fewer than 30 messages
You're gone
No "goodbye"
No "nice talking you"
No "See you later"
Just gone...
Yet here I am
Still excited
Waiting for your message
No matter how long it takes
For you to think about me again
Need me again
To pass the time